Lottery

Yoz. Just saw the teletext on the TV screen and guess what i won some money from the 10 million CNY Ang Bao Toto. I got 4 out of 6 numbers correctly. My dad says most probably will get to collect $30 from the centre tomorrow. Actually before this i was hoping that i would win an amount like maybe over $100 plus to buy Xiang Jun a bouquet of roses. They are like damm expensive during Valentine's day. The ones that contain 9 roses are selling at $99 each while those with 12 roses cost even more. Anyway its good to win some money better than having none at all.

Maybe some of my friends were asking me why am i thinking of buying her roses even though we are not together. I still remember her telling me that she likes flowers alot but her boyfriend refuses to buy her any during Valentines day. She told me that there was one particular year she had to beg him to buy one bouquet for her and that was the only time she got flowers from him. I find that quite sad and would want to give her a bouquet if i can afford to.

Hm I feel that i am at a crossroad now, dont know whether to continue waiting for her or move on and maybe meet someone else. It has been 5 weeks since i have seen her and every attempt to meet her or ask her out were met with rejections. Feeling really confused now but at least i am feeling better compared to what i was experiencing last semester. Might be the fact that i am "seasoned " or got used to the uncertainty in this relationship.